Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Sabbatical project

What's better to do on sabbatical than major household renovation?!

We (Bo) are (is) replacing the flooring in the house, removing the wood stove and (finally) finishing that corner, painting the bathroom and various other areas.

More cool floor for the dogs to lay on!

The laundry room. We are thinking about this color for the guest bath and the kitchen. We know it's dark and it might make the rooms seem smaller but it's so rich. It's really beautiful. If whoever buys our place doesn't like it then they can replace it!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Pictures

Here are the pictures from this summer so far...
My petunias, thought I killed them, but they came back!

HEY! Who did that?!
Ben and Grandpa Leslie at the Space Museum in Alamogordo.
Benjaman and Grandma Leslie at the Space Museum in Alamogordo.
Benjaman at the Space Museum in Alamogordo.
Kissy face Bo! lol
Ben feeding the bunnies at the Leslie farm.
Ben milking the goat at Leslie farm.
Red sun, the first day of the Las Conchas fire. This picture really doesn't do it justice. The sun looked like Mars.
Isotopes baseball game. No, I was not irritating that poor child! lol And he loved it!
Ben...pensive....
Ben, working....building the new "spot" for the washing machine water so our septic system would quit over flowing and I could do more than 2 loads of laundry a day. Wait a minute...who wants to do more than 2 loads of laundry a day! Oh well, get it all done in one day in my motto. Good thing I'm not God! There would be NO Sabbath! lolMe, freezing my arse at the crest. It was 100 degrees at home!
My morning glory vines. Hopefully they'll start blooming soon.
My spinach, I think. Is it? Is it ready to pick? Did I let it go too long? Why didn't I research this first?
Kawliga's wooden indian maid, from Denver's Museum of Natural History.
My hollyhocks finally hocked!

What sign? No beer? Well, we're outside the fence so it doesn't count.
My hollyhocks.

This is to remind you that it will cool off eventually and we'll be complaining then too!

Monday, July 18, 2011

Perspective

I can be depressed or
I can be thankful for...the roof over my head, electricity that almost never goes out, air conditioning, heating, pantry & freezers full of food, good friends, loving family, a good, loving, kind husband and a moral, upright, teenage boy (and that's the biggest miracle because it's a thing of the distant past)...I could go on, but these are the most important.

Saturday, July 16, 2011

I hate....

I hate that Jeremy died. I hate depression. I hate alienation. I hate what my life has become. I hate the pain of those around me. I don't want to see how God will use for good. I just want to go back.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Flowers

This is a flowering bush we found along the road going up to Sandia crest last weekend.
My hollyhocks are finally blooming! They were getting wind whipped when Bo took the pictures though. lol
My poker plants are done blooming, but my free irises are still blooming.
One of my hollyhocks up close.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

My wonky dream...

6/22/11

I had a dream…

I looked out the window in the bathroom and noticed a big sink hole in the back yard. It had jagged edges, was very deep and the ground looked moist deeper down. I could see what looked like tunnel with jagged edges going off in different directions. Bo had just left for work then he was in the house telling me to get ready because the city inspectors would be here in a minute.

When I came out of the bedroom my house was filled with people I didn’t know rushing here there and everywhere and the sliding glass door was open. I saw an opening to underground. “Wow, I didn’t realize it came this far over” I said. Then I saw steps going down into the hole. “Did you make these” I asked? “nope” said an unidentifiable worker. Parts of each step were missing, but every step was there so you could descend to the bottom. The steps were made of mosaic tile. The wall in the bottom was mosaic tile with gold. It was beautiful! There were people coming and going from the tunnels and up and down the stairs.

Peggy and the kids came over to see it all. There were a ton of people by this time just visiting to see it all. There were tables for people to sit and rest or eat a packed lunch.

It’s night time and Ben is home so we grab flashlights to show him. The place is deserted, it’s just us 3. I call the dogs and they come from the direction of the opening, then I see other eyes approaching in the dark. It’s 2 black cats, they are friendly. Then there are 2 more. I notice more animals around, but don’t know what they all are. I’m not afraid of the animals though I do remember that ancient Egyptians considered cats to be protectors from the un-dead. We go down the stairs and into the hole. There seems to be light coming from a room and I look in through a French door and see a man lying on his side with his arm stretched out in between stair railings. Apparently I’m looking in at the upstairs. I call the guys back, “Hey, here’s a body.” About the time they get to me the guy sits up on his knees and looks at us. Bo is in front, Ben and I behind. All of a sudden Bo says, “Run!” So we turn tail and run back to the entrance. Bo stops, vomits, tells me and Ben to get the truck. I say, “the 4runner?”. “No the blue truck” he says. Then he disappears back into the hole. Ben and I shoot up the steps and start the diesel. I am absolutely terrified. Bo, my 6’1” 250# husband who doesn’t back down from anything just vomited in fear…something…anyway, if it freaks him and sends him into immediate action you can be sure it’s absolutely terrifying! Ben starts to drive, he goes out on the road and circles back again into the other part of the circle drive. There is traffic now, people are starting to show up for the day. We made it back to the entrance just as Bo comes out and he gets in and drives us away…

Back story…a sinkhole opened up at the end of our house in Jan. 2007. Insurance paid to move the house and then cancelled the “earth cessation” part of our policy. It is now 2011 and we planted grass in the front yard and flower beds along the front of the house. The front porch is moving away from the house, the dirt up against the house in the flower beds is moving away from the house. In the road just outside our front lawn and going the entire length of the lawn the ground is split. It looks like maybe our front yard right up to the house is a small sink hole. It cost $18000 to move the house 4 years ago, the insurance won’t do it again and we can’t afford to do it. If something like the sinkhole happens again we are screwed. The property won’t be worth what we owe on it. There will be no place safe to put another house, we picked the flattest, most stable part of the property when we moved the house 4 years ago. We’ll have a mortgage on a piece of land that won’t hold a house. Good luck selling that! Oh, and I’m reading Ender’s Game by Orson Scott Card. The Stand by Stephen King also comes to mind as I’m re-telling this dream.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Flowers

Bo expanded my flower garden this year. Last year it was just from the driveway to the front steps. This year we added from the other side of the front steps to the end of the house. That's a BIG flower garden! So I decided to plant my herbs, spinach and onions in the front as well. Any green is good and flowers are a bonus! LOL My hollyhocks are coming back from last year and there is something else trying to come back, but the rabbits are eating it so I don't know what it is! Stupid rabbits! I planted some petunias, marigolds (yellow and orange), asiatic lillies, foxglove, daisies, lavender, asylum and a wildflower mix. About half of the free irises I got are coming and one even has a bud! Of course, I planted morning glories by the fence outside my bedroom window. I just love morning glories! Bo planted a honeysuckle in the corner of the yard by the driveway. We also got a peach tree this year; it's in the front yard. Jeremy had a bleeding heart that he always wanted to plant so I planted it. I hope it wasn't too old to come up! Most of the grass came back, except for one patch that is grass-resistant! Bo bought seed that's supposed to grow anywhere, but it's not growing there! LOL Oh well. I spread the bark over the flower bed this afternoon, but 5 bags just wasn't enough. It's spread pretty thin; I think I need about 3 more. It looks like it's going to rain. YAY! My new transplants and seeds need some moisture from Heaven! I'll post pictures when I get a camera, hopefully soon! Happy Spring!